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Staying in MD

Tue Jul 7, 2009, 10:06 PM
  • Mood: Defeated
  • Listening to: No Giving Up- Crossfade
  • Reading: old notes and stuff in my notebook
  • Watching: The Kite Runner
So, my mom decided that I won't be coming back to Colorado. UM WHAT?
Yeah, I'm moving to Maryland. Really not looking forward to it. I'm just kind of devasted/in shock at this point.

Ever since we moved out of MD, I would've killed to go back. I'd do anything to move back. But things have really changed here, and every year I come back, I enjoy my summer less and less. I love the old MD, not this one. The thing I've wanted more than anything for 10 years is right in front of me. But I don't think I want it anymore.
I love the friends I have in Colorado and Missouri, I don't want anymore. Besides I'm tired of moving around. I wanted to stay in Colorado for a while, at least until I was through with school. Sorry everybody in CO, I love you guys, but I have no choice. Mabye if I'm lucky I'll see you my last few days there.

Gah, I'm really not in the mood for telling anyone this, but I might as well.

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WHAAT!!!?????!!!?!?!?!? No! You moved away from MO to CO, and now CO to MD! NO. Your already so far away and now your going further!? It's not fair! I will not stand for this! You go tell you Mama that you will NOT move to MD because you've already moved around so much. Tell her it's not fair! Tell her that you have a life too!!!!!!! D;;;; And if you don't tell her, I WILL!

Ahh...I feel so bad for you Saba-chaaann! I knew moving away from MO was hard enough for you, but now moving to MD too? It's just not fair. I would be so mad at my parents if they did that to me!! D'AAAWWWW Your gonna be even further from MO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY!!!?????

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Life sucks......................):

SO LET'S REBEL AND BE HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 8D
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I don't have a say in this, so I can't really tell her. There's no arguing with my mom, I won't even try. I'll get killed XD. That and I just don't want to tell her for several other reasons ^^;
Don't fell bad for me, I hate it more than anything, but I'm getting used to moving. And I'm not that far away, I'm actually a little closer, I think. And at least I didn't get attached to my friends there as much I did you guys. But there are exeptions, I miss Jade, Jessi, Missa, and about eight other people like crazy already. And I miss everyone in MO even more.
I'm sad, but I'll get over it eventually.

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"An eye for an eye makes the whole world blind"
-Ghandi

The walls we build around us to keep out the sadness, also keep out the joy.

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